Bienvenida la locura, que se sienta bien el sufrimiento, que lluevan cantaros de palabras complicadas, que se inunden los jardines del ocaso… que venga la palabra, abridle paso.
jueves, diciembre 22, 2005
Forjando Una Nación
Y nos compran con sandwich y gaseosa
Convirtiendo Esos sueños de los muchos
libertad, orden y“justicia” para todos
pobreza general y riqueza a los pocos
sus corbatas nos enredan en pobreza
agravada por la corrupción
los famosos políticos
en su afán
forjando una nación
a costilla de un pueblo que clama
plagado por la sinfonía de desnutrición
la mano triste que trabaja con ardor
solo obtiene migajas de la mesa del señor Babylon
el sistema los protege, estancado al pueblo
sin una verdadera educación
Día a día éxodo masivo a la gran ciudad
Buscando el pan amargo o tal vez el paz y salvo
Del indiferente y su moneda triste
A ciegas cree comprar su salvación
Títeres del lobo feroz
No ven que ya su alma la encimaron
Junto con la nación
A ese tipo llamado babylon
domingo, diciembre 11, 2005
¿Qué yo te ame hasta el cansancio?
Eso es algo que no podrá pasar…
Pues ni el amor que siento por ti, ni yo nos vamos a cansar...
Ni yo de amarte...
Ni el de hacer que por ti, mi corazón lata sin cesar...
Te Amo (Serenamente)
Te Amo (Serenamente)
Te Amo
Te Amo, pero te amo serenamente
Te Amo serenamente pues tus ojos mitigan los dolores de mi alma
Te Amo serenamente pues como más he de hacerlo?
Si la belleza de tu ser no me permite e inspira otra manera
Si no la calma?
Te Amo serenamente pues en ti se esconde la calma y pausa,
Que necesita el alma turbulenta y agitada...
Te Amo desde tiempos atrás cuando de tu existencia yo ignoraba
Todas esas noches que miraba el cielo y tu presencia anhelaba...
Te Amo.. pues te robas mi calma me alborotas el alma
Para después volverme a calmar
Con tu sencilla manera de amar
Te Amo amor... pues me has enseñado lo que es el amor
Lo que significa amar...
Pausa Sublime
Pausa Sublime
En un instante mi mundo y el tuyo fueron uno
En esa pausa sublime… lejos del bullicio inoportuno
Nuestros cuerpos se juntaron… hubo un eclipse de amor…
A mi alma estremeciste hasta limites fuera de mi noción
Y es que al mirarte no puedo ocultar esta gran emoción
Tu aroma embriagante hizo su rol
Lentamente y sin apuros… tuyo fui en alma cuerpo locura y razón…
Tiernas miradas…dulces sonrisas hechizantes palabras
Todas ellas se confabularon para inyectarle azúcar a mi corazón
domingo, noviembre 13, 2005
Musa y Poesía
Eres musa y eres poesía…
Eres la razón de mi locura…
El agua en la sequía…
Luna llena que ilumina
mi sendero alegre y que no termina…
dulce sensación … flecha que al bebe electrifica…
Eres lluvia que moja mi cabeza
Y apacigua mi ser
Que a su vez lo apasiona
hasta más no poder...
Eres canción que enamora
Amor de mil años de espera ...
que aniquila lentamente...
Dulce de mora
Eres dulce agonía
Que en mi corazón se planta...
El elixir que me embriaga...
Déjà vu consumado...
Recuerdo en mi ser
Que desde vidas pasadas te aguarda...
domingo, octubre 23, 2005
En tus Mentiras encuentro todas mis Verdades
En tus Mentiras encuentro todas mis Verdades
En tus mentiras encuentro todas mis verdades,
en tus palabras encuentro aquellos gritos amarrados a mi alma,
Que no he podido desatar de mí...
Es como si todas la hipótesis que yo tuviese en la cabeza,
Se manifestaran cuando tú de alguna u otra manera arrancas palabras de mi boca...
En verdad no es mentira si te digo que no las arrancas,
Pues es como si en coro solitario a la vez, las hubiésemos dicho a lo largo de nuestras vidas...
Sin saber que el otro en ese mismo clamor angustioso, desenfrenado y solitario al mismo
tiempo las decía...
Y al mirarse en el espejo...
Y al mirarse en el espejo...
Mi maltratado corazón se mueve lentamente al pensarte
En el alma conmoción, lógica razón contra dulce disparate
Pánico agradable, al estar aquí frente al espejo y contemplarte
En mi mente loca con un lápiz intentando dibujarte...
Es imposible salvaguardar el castillo que esconde tras puertas, candados y guardias
Todo lo que se atesora, se teme y enamora, pues las puertas se abren con tu presencia,
Los candados tranquilamente se rinden a tus pies sin necesidad de clave secreta,
Los guardias perplejos quedaron al sentir la calidez del alma...
Que igual a la de su amo, se le nota la, soledad, vulnerabilidad y ternura indefensa
Al llegar a la cámara me aterro del asombro,
Pues no logro comprender como aquella intrusa camina con confianza
Esa que tienen los que se saben el camino como la palma de su mano
Es tanto ya mi asombro que empiezo a dudar todo... no creo que este pasando
Talvez todo esto es tan solo es un sueño, para atormentar mi triste corazón acongojado.
Aquel sueño tan real, que si se despertase de él. gran angustia causaría
¿Pues porque razón ilógica terminar aquella dulce fantasía?
O más tristemente, ¿para qué el corazón y la mente se confabularían?
¿Para crear tan sublime escenario, para en un instante fugaz a la simple realidad volvería?
Sueño o realidad, es muy extraño el suceso...
que al mirarse al espejo
por primera vez, se vea realmente el reflejo...
y se conozca a la persona reflejada
como se conoce el alma propia y arraigada,
como si los dos fueran parte de una misma realidad
solamente llevando vidas separadas
sábado, abril 02, 2005
have you ever...?
The bold ones are the ones I'VE done, how about you?
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible
moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid
notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with
them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater.
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your
blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at your workplace
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off.
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loud in the car; didn't stop when you knew someone was
looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 50 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper.172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in
your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and
read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen...
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many
times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested
I...
I
Am painfully shy
Have seen lots falling stars
Love languages. At some point in my life spoke fluent Italian, and was able to communicate in French
Open the fridge constantly even though am not really hungry
Have cried myself to sleep
Have cried watching some movies
A hopeless romantic
Believe in true love, although cannot say I’ve experienced it yet
Think am Bi-polar or something similar because I go from misanthropist stages in which I just want to be left alone to euphoric moments in which I think I am going to write the next NY times best seller or I am going to conduct some kind of research that will be a breakthrough in the humanities etc etc… most if not all of my art and poems have been
produced in these two stages
often hurt the feelings of those around me when at my misanthropist depressive stage, specially my mom’s
Am a master procrastinator
Am a historian by trade
Am a poet and photographer by passion
Love arts
Used to make fun of artsy people
Barely passed art class when in high school
Love music
Have dreads
Most of the time I feel lonely like if I were alone in the universe
Believe an angel is coming to rescue me from all of this madness and hold my hand and take me to a place, which I ‘ve dreamed of before
Don’t like to have a lot of things
Wear a lot of dark colours, esp. black grey and blue… no reason behind it…
Think I have been destined to do great things
Often dream of performing great deeds for humanity
Have a lot of déjà vu moments
Have a lot of fucked up dreams and visions
Always have the same hallucination when I am running a high fever black and white critters fighting in my body which I see as the bed itself.. with my head being the headboard thing
Love to sleep often times when I am depressed I use it as an escape
Live in a fantasy world
Would like to make a documentary one day
Don’t like to explain why I do most things
Feel that even if I explained most people would not get it so why bother
Am a loner
Have solo dinners at restaurants with books I am currently reading
Have been to bars/clubs by myself
Fall too easily for people, which always end up being not worth the time and effort so I end up getting my heart broken
Am a Pisces and when I feel trapped tend to run away
Love to cuddle
Never made love
Like to watch movies by myself
Am very very impatient
And feel as if I am in a state of eternal waiting ( the angel thing I said before)
Am Afro-Hispanic although tend to highlight more my African ancestry rather than my Hispanic one
Am fascinated by the Rastafari way of life ( slowly getting there)
Believe if I have only one mission in life that would be to burst bubbles
Fall in love with songs that talk about things that I have not lived but would like to
Want to wander around the world
Most of the time I censor my thoughts and do not always say what I am thinking
Spend most of my waking hours daydreaming, my imagination is always flying
Act out situations or Say things in my mind before I actually say them/do them
Overanalyze everyone and everything
Am a big neurotic
Worry too much for little things
At social settings I just shut down when I feel uncomfortable
Am way too self-conscious
Have a fear of rejection
Grew up fast so sometimes I can act very mature or in a not so mature way
Am always the youngest one wherever I am at
Look older than I am
I like to stare when I like someone
I like to watch people interact
Am a very quiet person
Am a very disorganized person
Am fascinated with British English/accents
Spend way too much time sitting in front of the computer
Have more virtual friends than real ones
Will add more as time goes by…