Really know my soul

Really know my soul

It’s my mistake
I have to deal with it
Don’t know how long it’ll take
Until I find away out of it
Or until I simply break

Happiness I try to find
Tall mountains to climb
Sometimes
Don’t even want to try

Find my own soul
End up feeling useless and alone
Will I ever get out of this hole?

Need help
But no one can save me
No one but myself

In a pressure cooker
About to burst
Scared to drift away
Afraid to float

Get close to the unknown
Sail ship and get away
Without itinerary
Until I find a port
And really find myself
Really know my soul